The heart yearns for love,
My heart yearns.

Yearning is painful,
Heartbreaking.

Should I?
As the lovely Mia Devil had done?

Cut her heart off from love.
Guard my heart as I've felt I should have.

Keep myself sane,
Burry my passion in success.

Or torture myself,
With a man who cannot please me.

I blame no one,
But myself.

I knew the circumstances,
I know..

I accepted them once,
Yet they burn, as if I'm being punished.

The threefold law is strong,
Unwilling to forgive and forget.

I will keep myself whole,
Attempt at strength.

May one day come,
Where I do not yearn,
I do not struggle,
And my own is mine,
No matter how faltered.