Wednesday, December 8, 2010

Crazy

Don't
          Stop

Take a look around

What do you see?

Keep
          Going

The American Dream

Is a joke

Work
          Hard

Don't
          Stop

Life doesn't exist.

So
          Angry

Angry for entertainment

Your crime
          It interests me

Your anger
          It intrigues me

In this crazy world

There is no "normal"

We
          Need
                    Different

Or we get bored

So

Get angry

Tear me up

I'll tear you up

On the outside
          No one knows
                    All the insanity

Who knows
          How fucked up
                    We all really are

Or...

Is this
          just me?

Fight

Fight
     Kick
          Scream

Fight
     Yourself
          Your mind

Fight your thoughts

Fight your demons

Long for your desires

Mind racing
          Head spinning

Stop

Can't

Go

Fight the urge

The urge

Wait

Keep going

Can't
     Stop
          Fighting

Fight for life

Fight for hapiness

Fight for comfort

Work toward dreams

Shot
     Down

Work toward desires

Shot
     Down

Work to live

Barely

Is this life?

Looks more to me
          Like I fight
I work
          I slave

For those who have it easy

Do you fight?

Probably
          If you read this right.

One Choice

Mind racing.
Head screaming.
Don't be a puss.
Just pick one up.

Three options in front of you.
Cut for release.
Shoot to kill.
Call for help.

You want one.
You need one.
Just one.
Which one?

Get angry!
But don't do it!

Argue and scream.
Forget this fucking scene.

Can't talk.
Can't live.
Can't think.
But your mind is always there.
Can't breathe.
And you can't escape.

You pick up the phone.
Because you feel like someone wants you to live.

Friday, December 3, 2010

Just Some Stuff



Someday I Will See

Someday I will see.
Someday I will know.
Someday I will be able to tell, 
What is real,
And what is a dream.



I've Come To Realize


I've come to realize,
There's nothing much here for me.
I've come to realize,
That I might be better off alone.
I've come to realize,
That life is never going to be easy.
Not even remotely.