Woah!

I am going out tonight. I went out last weekend, but it was kind of.... idk... blah. Lol.

Tonight though, I am excited as all hell to be going out. I don't know what got into me but I even as I am typing I am going faster and faster because I am so excited. I am actually quite jittery. Just yesterday I was depressed, and now I am happy as ever, looking forward to doing something for myself.

Normally, I am dreading going home. I want to be at work. I want to keep busy. I don't want to relax.

What's up with today?

Is it a good thing? Well, right now it is, because I am in a good mood. But I think it might be bad because I have all these ups and downs so often. I guess I'll be telling my therapist about it on Thursday. For now, I am enjoying the good mood and going to have a good time! I am looking forward to going out with my sister, and best friend, btw, and a really good friend of mine. <3